My thoughts have changed a lot since joining Steemit.
When I was fit and not housebound I was a very positive person, I would see the good in everyone and look forward to the future but when I became disabled my life took a different turn, I had to much time too think and dwell on my past, my childhood was abusive, the more I thought about it the more negative I got.
I used to wake up thinking here I go again another day of pain, another day to dwell on the bad things I constantly had episodes of bad depression, sitting in the house alone not doing anything will have a tendency to drive you nuts. But since joining Steemit my thoughts have changed.
I have spoke too people who are in the same situation as me who are positive, they look ast everything differntly to what I did, They had hobbies that brightened there days, I had got myself into a rut but now my days are a lot better.
I don't wake up with negative thoughts, my first thoughts are I wonder if I have any new flowers this morning I look forward to sitting in my little garden and make it as pretty as I can, I can't wait to re-pot my seedlings and see how many flowers I get. Since starting my garden I have had less thoughts about my past and amazingly planning for my future which I didn't think I had befote.
Everyone is really positive on here, there full of good advice and enthusiasm and full of positivity , Its been better than my counselling seasions..
Thank you son-of-satire