Last night I when I was tired I said some things I didn't mean. Like "God just end me." and similar things. This happens all the time to me.. I work so hard sometimes 12 or even 20 hours in a day.. endless computer work, running the Facebook groups, dealing with heathen on the internet..
I'm pretty sure this platform has addictive qualities. It is difficult to leave. There are some people here that I really enjoy following and I love them. Along with the fascinating ever changing rewards distribution built by Dan Larimer. It is the greatest community I know of online.